Went to bed like 130a slept til 7am. 10a coffee with sis. 130p PT, meds (a little late in the day) - still tired. Staying away largely from social and any other kind of media except law and order reruns. My brain is still fuzzy. I had hoped that seeing my sis and PT would knock me back to sensible but my mind is lazy/fuzzy and at PT I kept getting dizzy over and over - that never started until I hit my head and doesn't seem to be letting up - but she did work me hard today and 5.5 hrs is not enough sleep for me - I need more like 7-9 hrs. Still I wouldn't expect to be this low energy and just fuzzy (although foggy-headedness is a symptom of fibromyalgia - I find it disabling) - I don't know how to go forward and feel like doing nothing in particular.. I want to go back to being excited with work and so busy there aren't enough hours in the day!!! Not wasting away the days in a fog!
Hoping yet again for a better tomorrow - please don't go into another major depression cyn!!!
Evening - disturbing call from a friend - she was near hysterical about something she had not dealt with. I am happy to help but it does wear on me. I could NEVER be a shrink - although I think if I were at my best - in good shape myself - that I COULD actually handle it without a problem. But already being really out of it myself I am not really able to cope with both my issues on top of some super big drama to top it off (I am not making light - it was a serious problem that DID need be talked out and I AM happy to help - just not happy that I can't seem to bear it myself very well).
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