5/11/20 stop counting days already! LOLOLOLOL

slept 6 hrs woke 1130p yesterday - now 3am - what to do - have a headache from squinting at the screen - need glasses - hate wearing them - I shall live!  LOL  I am not even gonna try to plan out the day I feel lost in time - I see my sis tomorrow for coffee thank god as being alone all the damn time is just getting me weirder and weirder.  And I am irritated I am not getting anything done which I have to give myself a break about otherwise just end up in a worse mood so.... let it go!!  Okay!!!  LOLOLOLOLOL  Now I am talking to myself on paper (so to say) talking to myself - ya weird barely begins to cover it LOLOLOLOL.

Okay so since I had a headache I made some food and went back to bed but I slept til 2pm!!!  Typical bipolar move to go from sleeping between 2-7 hrs on any given day to about 15 within 24 hr period!      ARGH  LOLOLOLOLOLOL  Went to bed with a headache woke with a headache - but I do feel rested finally.

Did nothing today really except water the plants.  I am feeling vulnerable and very easy to laugh, cry,, rage - called emotionally labile in technical terms ... so just laying low and avoiding going on facebook.

Tomorrow 10a coffee with sis at park and feeding the turtles.  Plus at 130pm PT.  I am hoping these activities jump start me back into action!!  (pleeeeeze!!!!  I need to get back to work and this house needs cleaning!!!!)