I could eat something high in carbs and probably it will knock me back out - but my belly cannot stand me eating carbs in the middle of the night nightly - I will just continue to gain weight. However it is NOT good when people with bipolar disorder don't sleep - we tend to become much more symptomatic - in fact getting enough sleep has got to be THE NO. ONE best thing a bipolar person can do for themselves. But I am already paying a high cost for my meds - my memory is shot - to have to gain weight just to sleep isn't acceptable. Shoot I told the PT today I am thankful for the better mood but I surely would love to be able to remember it!!! She laughed her arse off - thought that was pretty hilarious - and I guess it was but I was fully serious lOLOLOLOLOL. If walmart were open thier regular hours, which I don't get the idiotic notion of it being closed half the time becuase that means those of us who would shop at night are now going to have to be exposed to crowds we normally wouldn't be!!! It makes ZERO sense. In fact I might write them and say so. I did write them AND our governor about it. Crowding us all in there at the same time is stupid and goes directly agianst the notion of social distancing and further it is forcing me to order from Amazon instead of go to Walmart at like 1 or 5am and hence my money is leaving our community instead of staying in it.
I did make beer soap and taped it for a friend who was wanting to know how to do it. It turned out alright. Notice I spilled some on the counter - it is easier to clean up if you let it just go ahead and saponify right there and then use a knife to pull it up then wiped away the leftovers.
And I dyed my hair - it is now fushia roots and dark red hair lol - looks kinda silly kinda punk - not terribly unhappy with it but I think I will order some brown and mix it with the red next time. Or dye it brown then dye it red over the top of it - kinda a lengthy process but probably worth it.
Didn't get much more done with the day - I went off online about how people are much more likely to die in car accidents than of covid but only one person took me up on it and eventually said she agrees we are unnecessarily ruining our economy - but she says the governement is not out to get us. I disagree I think they are wanting to get as much money as possible out of this - the key players - not that they started it or that it is a hoax just that they are now manipulating the hell out of the situation to their own ends - as politicians typically do!
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