Monday, May 4, 2020

day 9 5/3/20 soap and gardening and tarot

Okay 2 hours sleep - but I don't feel drained at all.  I think I got enough sleep napping on and off yesterday.

When the sun comes up I shall do a grounding and shield.  In the meantime I believe I'll make soap.

Fell back to sleep and have been sleeping all day pretty much but did get some soap made this morning anyway.  I am half tired half nervous energy.  Took meds/vitamins.  Failed to do ground/shield.  Still need to clean the damn house.  Grrrr why soooo unmotivated - seems it matters not whether I drink or not as I hadn't a single one yesterday.  In fact I can't seem to find any kind of rhyme or reason to why some days I have much more energy and some much less.  I just want to go back to where I had energy daily!!!

Nothing of consequence going on today it seems - actually seems like the sunday it is :)  I did get some gardening done and cooked a good meal - which I will also eat for dinner.  Was a vegetarian meal cabbage, kale, chickpeas and rice (curry, lemon, sour cream, pickled cabbaage) - not exaactly keto.

Tarot Spread:  for a friend -
Past - cups are emotional and 2 is conflict
Present - World - have all you need 
Future - wands intellectual 2 conflict
What can do about past -  daughter of swords - gain control over passions
What can do about present - empress - own completely your world - embodiment of love and power over your domain





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